| Scripture Shorts (by E. H. Maze) Author's note: "I wrote this story back in 1993 - are you getting it that some of these short stories are from my archive? - and, most likely contains the same disregard for the proper techniques of writing short stories as other older/earlier works. Sorry, I did it again. One day I just might go back and edit/rewrite these short stories. Until then, and until you actually pay me for reading a perfect work, please settle for these freebies. ;) "
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Now he had grabbed her hair above the forehead and pulled it back. Her neck twitched as her head turned. Her nightshirt was ripped at the shoulder, partly exposing her breasts.
He pointed the pistol at her face and would have pulled the trigger. She had come to really need him. She was dependant upon him. She needed his touch. His presence.
He was the kindest, gentlest man she ever knew. He worked hard. He was rugged in features, and handsome. She wooed over him like a teenage girl over her rock-n-roll idol. The few days of advancing toward one another quickly passed into weeks of intimacy. They were perfectly fitted. The greatest attraction was how embarrassed she felt about how she was so madly, passionately and irresistibly head-over-heels and wildly in love with him - and she couldn't keep it hidden. Her countenance glowed just thinking about him.
She would give herself to him forever. Everything. He began to drink too much. She began to worry. He became too involved in his work. He would miss dinner. Their son had no Father. She became lonely - and, oh, how she missed those earlier days. So, she became a Christian. It was great! Things looked up. He didn't seem to mind at first. But, she soon realized that he simply hadn't noticed. Oh, she told him. She even dragged him to Church on a few Sundays. Boy, was she proud of him! She would grab his arm and introduce him to her new friends. She would beam with wifely respect. Now she enjoyed him more than ever.
But, that didn't last.
She loved him, but hated him when he told her the terrible truth. Somehow she knew how much he was hurting the day he walked out the door. She knew he didn't want to hurt her. So, why was he leaving? She knew - no - prayed that he'd come
back. She had to have him. She needed him. Life was over without him. She felt so sorry for him, that he had been left alone by that miserable woman who stole him away from her in the first place. And she certainly wasn't going to pay any mind to the Church Counselor who said she shouldn't be yoked with an unbeliever. She was going to save his soul. She loved him. Forever. And he had learned his lesson. Too good, he had learned it. Heaven! It was heaven. Beer, Two waiters (a son and a wife)... Easy Street. Then he found cocaine. He became demanding. Violent. Needful. Beyond help. And it just got worse. Leave him, came the demands from well-meaners. Your life may be in danger if you stay there, came the cautious ones.
He was the most wonderful, elegant and caring man. He was her every need. He would get back on top one day. She would never leave him - ever.
She would never give up. It was a promise in the Bible. She found it on her own. Someone had said it didn't apply to her situation. And someone else had said she didn't have the proper theological interpretation. But she didn't care about those things. It was her
promise. It was a long time coming. She held it in far too long. It certainly wasn't part of the plan, but it was as uncontrollable as her great desire for her husband. As surely as she had loved him through thick and thin and nothing had extinguished her love for him, so nothing on earth could have kept her from that moment in the bedroom. "NO!" she said. She hardly believed she said it. In fact, she wanted to pull the word back into her mouth and down into her heart. But, she meant it. He had crawled, stumbled, into bed, as he had learned to do lately. Beer breath and drug-glazed eyes. His hands began to move up and down her body, as they always had. She would absolutely and blissfully succumb to his touch - in times past. But, tonight was different. He reacted immediately to her denial. He must have thought she was teasing. She was serious. He was drug-crazed. She wiggled. He wrestled. She slapped him - she felt good about it. But, he lost it. He left the room. She cried. So much for your promise, Lord. She feared her anger against God. There was a scream from the hallway. My Son! She sat up in bed. A strange man came into her room. Who was he? And why did he have a gun? He grabbed her nightshirt at her chest and lifted her up. He was virile, powerful. She loved him once. But, now she was about to die. He threw her on the bed. He was holding down her arms with his knees. She was kicking - screaming - wanting to bite him if she could get her head up close enough. One knee caught him squarely on his backbone and he jerked. Now he had grabbed her hair above the forehead and pulled it back. Her neck twisted as her head turned. Her nightshirt was ripped at the shoulder, partly exposing her breasts. He pointed the pistol at her face and would have pulled the trigger. This is it, she thought. No! Wait a second. This is it! He's fighting for me. He does love me. This is all we need. He needs to know he can only have me if he fights for me. Just like I have fought for him. She looked down the short barrel of the gun. His hand was shaking and his face was red with anger. She saw the young man across the room who had wooed her so many years ago. Lying there, she had the most pleasant, calm smile on her face. She couldn't move her arms and her breasts were hurting from the weight of his body.
I love you, she said.
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